Family

8/29/05 - I lost almost everything (90%). I sat in my hotel room and realized these are my only belongings in the world. I was alive,so were my dogs and partner.I lost many friends.

I do not need anyone to call me to remind me. I try to stay a hermit in bed watching movies,so that I do not get exposed to the "remeberance celebrations". I DO NOT WANT TO CELEBRATE ;,DAMN IT!!!

I spent a wonderful time in Ky despite an unrealistic need for sleep and my spinal stimulator occasionally shocking me (the original shock almost caused me to pass out, the rest were more like a live wire touching my butt and leeft leg without warning).

I prevailed during my trip. Then returned to LA.