July 30, 2008
Yesterday:
I dreamed that a spirit/demon was trying to impersonate me. It was creating a doppleganger of me, and trying to steal my spiritual energy to fuel it. I attacked it and rended it, even shoving my entire arm through its eye socket. It was a triumph in the dream, since it was a victory over something parasitic and aggressive, however it was sad in multiple ways. One is that I've always thought I would get along very well with a (true / alternate reality) double of myself, and wanted to meet such a double, and this encounter was unfortunately a very bad situation where the double was a parasitic fake. Another way in which it was sad is that it seemed to relate to the ghost and paranormal stories I've been reading lately. Since most people are scared of them and assume negative things about them, this seems to be affecting my inner views of them. Another possibility is that the entity I saw really was dangerous, which would also be sad. However, I know I can deal with anything I encounter, so I'd rather encounter the unusual (if it's something I'm seeking, such as paranormal experiences) and grow with the experience, whether it's positive or other.
Today:
